hello..

i am deeply disturbed..
i am super worried about HER.
she's sick..ill..
but still wants to go to school..
hope she'd be fine soon..
hope she's eating her meds..
hope she's getting a lot of rests..

HOME..
i'm not sure what to say really..
its ok..i guess?
hmmm..
got to endure..

QUESTIONS...
running through my mind..
every single word or sentence said is really scaring me..
i dunno why.
hmmm...

GUILTY...
i feel really guilty when that 'word' comes out or comes into conversation..
although it was me who wants to know about it..
i feel as if i'm at fault ..

should i be here,there?

im lost im still findin'
im drowning now im sinkin'
i can't take this god damn feelin'
its really grillin'....
In me..
the beef just too big for me..
try to hush hush things away.
but it'll just sway its way around..
around town.around the city.
then it just comes back and bite me.
im trippin'
trying to rhyme this life back in..