Thursday, May 27, 2010


Picture above is an 'illustration' of 'Jack The Ripper'
for the past 2 days,other than studying,i did a bit of research about this serial killer with a classmate of mine..NURUL HAQIDAH..we just solved who the murderer was..

i'll tell you a bit of what we got after the research.JACK was a physician.Sir William Gull.
he was ordered to murder the 5 victims as ordered by Lord Salisbury who was ordered by the Queen.

why did the Queen gave the order?Order was given after they found out something about her grandson,Prince Eddy.Eddy was visexual.forced to marry Mary The Teck.research shows that Mary was a prostitute(still under consideration).so both were separated.Mary then died not long after.

Her friends(the 5 victims)got to know what happened and tried to attempt bribery saying if they were not given the money,they'd expose the secret.so the Queen ordered Salisbury to have the 5 ladies killed.which was then the job of Sir William Gull..

so that's a summary of story of JACK THE RIPPER.

Researching about this story helped me a lot.it has helped me to be more calm and relax.i don't how but it really helped.

ok bye..will update soon..

i was saved..


Friday, May 21, 2010

good morning to one and all..

how do i start?hmmm..

ok..
firstly...my bestfriend,hajar asked me along to escape theme park with nami,babe and some other people..i wanted to go..but studies really kicking me in the ass.hard...
Feeling really guilty now..cos i cant go and meet them..It's been a long time since i met them..especially MIA..i wanna make it up to them..but by the time im done,they're already busy mugging for O's...feeling so guilty now..

STUDY...
been mugging..even when i'm having fun i try to recall what i've studied..
i'm really worried about my exam..i cannot and i don't want to retake the module..
i'll be wasting time if i did retake..
I don't wanna waste any more time..like i did during secondary school life..

HOME...
its fine i guess..
Mom not nagging much..
a good sign...

HER....
i miss her..badly..
i wanna meet her..
but studies..argh.
BABE...I MISS YOU !!

what a life i have..

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

hey..

it's been a long time since i last updated this blog of mine..

got too busy with school..
I DON'T NEED FUCK..SCHOOL FUCKS ME EVERYTIME..

LIFE...in school
Tests are killing me..mugging and mugging..
projects are on my nerves..
exams starts 31st May...only a few days away..
scared,panicking..
don't wanna repeat the module again..

DAYS..at home
It's like climbing a mountain 2 times higher than Mt. Everest
overall..no comment..

ME...and HER
Like a ball..Bouncing..
i know things are not ok..
and i know it's my fault..
so it'd be great if SOME of you stop rubbing it into me..
seriously...



faking a smile is easy peasy..
smiling for real is a bit too heavy..
isn't a smooth sail..
i know i have failed..
and now the factory sued..
i cannot be excused..
it crossed the advisor and source..
i know..
now the factory is trying to force..
to move a bit closer..
that 'it' still hovers..

btw,haven't put up a tagboard..
will do it soon..

bye...

lying to one's self will only cause yourself damage..